Sunday, April 13, 2008

ok....quick one. my son Robert has totally lost it. Tonight he locked his self and his girfriend out of his room. he has put a lock on his door ...I couldnt let him in of course because i do not have a key. he used the ladder to reach his room.. he had to wear my pants as he and miss ameri. were coming out of the shower and were naked..and he starts yelling at me saying I didnt appreciate the 40.00 dolars he gave me last night and he has apparently forgotten that ms amer has not paid any rent and she is totally unfriendly and I just paid a 268.00 elec bill and they take 3 showers a day.and he screams at me that I owe hime 4 K and he does not do ANYTHING around here//and he never talks to me ..he doesnt cut the grass..tgen he screams maybe he should move and I wonder why the hell I give anyone any time or consideration!!!!!!! BIZARRE!!!!!!!!!!!! BECAUSE NO ONE GIVES A SHIT ABOUT ME...Joseph..Robert no one. My God I should kill myself!!!! OK so Robert can move...how will that affect my life??? not at all!!!! he never speaks to me...he begrudeges the money he has extended.. he has forgotten that I raised him and loved him without waiver, Really I dont think I wont to live much longer.Neither one of my kids cares about me at all. Funny...Megan cant get away from Carolyn yet Carolyn was a horrible mother when Megan was growing up. Carolyn wasnt ever at home...didnt cook or clean...Megan was on her on...ha!!!! I was always at home..never went anywhere..never spent a dime on myslef...cooked for the kids..cleaned etc..
well /......have to go.